I had this rambo knife and I stuck it to my chest and said to Jesus if you’re real, come and show me now
I had a very close family and very close friends but none of them could heal my heart...
I spent the first 24 years of my life as a woman...
I thought that all i needed in life was alcohol, parties and guys to give my life meaning.
I read many religions and philosophers always searching for truth...
Growing up with the experience of sexual abuse I developed a very disturbed view of sex, relationships and what I was worth.
No matter how much I tried, I never seemed to be good enough.
I began to think about committing suicide because there seemed no point in staying in this life...